Time flies.

It's 2013.

the question that everyone is looking for had finally come to a conclusion:

the world survived and SHE just celebrated her birthday on 01.01.2013!

what's your new year resolution?

mine would be simple: new year, new life with new hope.

Do the best,

Be the best,

Hope for the best!

love,

my dear friend in heaven.

You came into my life without me knowingly,
But you saying forever goodbye suddenly.

I've known u for 3 years.
Yes, for me is too short.
Cause we've planned far.

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First meeting... 
The first time meiyun and i approach you, you were in the lv4 library, we had a little ice-breaking session w some lame jokes and riddles. But it works well!
I didnt know we became so close all of a sudden. We clicked so well although u and i is like angel and devil and meiyun is halfway to devil.

Sorry, my bad.

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The group study... 
We started group study for every final exams. Finding all interesting places, finding the right drinks, right food just to fix our mood to study. The best part i love is we encourage and comfort each other whenever stress interrupt.

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The sleepover... 
We would like to have a small session of midnight talk till way past our sleeping time.
Then we complain cannot sleep!! Everytime!!
Never forget to become vain for a moment and 'who bathe first!!'

we took thousands of photos and we have to end up combining all in one.

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The trips... 
Ipoh trip was the first trip we went together.
Planking on bed!!

Then the seremban trip, a very relaxing trip.

























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The greentea, orange, garfield... 
Always have a debate session over this without failed.
I expected u to love orange juice too. But no. Ha..

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The coach and fashion show event... 
I really love this kind of thing when u first brought me there. Never in my life i will get to attend this if you didnt invite me. I saw art, crowd, u and i feeling a little lost. But enjoy.

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First premiere movie... 
那些年，我们一起追的女孩
won this in from sony music.
Is my time to repay u for bringing me to all sort of events.



Mabel lai mee pei, 
U've been a very kind and nice friend to all of us. love to participate in all kinds of activities.
And u have a very high tolerance level which i really have to learn from YOU!

U are like the little kid sometimes, all of us got really worry when we saw your tears,
heart melts when you show your innocent face.



Since that day, i wake up in the morning hoping it was a bad bad dream.
But reality quickly creeps into me,
Sometimes with tears..
I would then look into the sky..

And end with a smile. 


Mee goreng,
Meehoon and sushi miss u much.

Ah Foong's family miss u too!



Love,

my rebellious phase?

I'm not sure since when it started.
But i realized this happened to me recently.

i am not the type of person that can express my feeling.
maybe we can called it introvert?
many of the times, i keep everything to myself instead of throwing it out.
but deep down my heart, i want to let everything out in any of the way!
something stopping me, but i'm not sure what.

go under the shower is the best way to calm down myself.
simply camouflage my tears of breaking down.
a form of massage from the shower can ease your tensed mind.
seriously, it works!

i would'nt want to go against anyone if possible.

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i wish to be a good daughter sometimes.

i wish to be a person with better tolerance level.

i wish to be a person with no anger.

but things just don't come my way!

i couldn't take it when someone just bla on me! even a mini, tiny thing.

i don't want to explain, i don't find any good reason to explain.

it just screwed my day for no reason...

stop talking.

stop giggling.

stop joking.

and 

stop eating my favourite food!

it became a bit awkward when i am in real silence..

millions of things will be running through my mind..

you may either see..

my dead face

or

rivers running down eyes

the worst case,

i will start shouting.

in my whole entire life,

so far i've shouted for once.

and that really put me into a real trouble when i want to fix up everything!

i am fighting so hard within myself!

i have to follow the road, no choice but fight hard to make myself adapt to it.

.
 

Wanwan 弯弯粉丝 请注意!

由于不小心买多了一本弯弯的漫画书。。
现在以rm15.00 卖出去。各限一本！
原价rm20.00! 还很新的哦﹏
欧洲Go了没
要不要来我家
最好是在KL 的朋友们。
因为
邮寄价钱另算。

 

很久很久没有碰过房间里那台已铺满灰尘的钢琴。
我以前对钢琴的确是有一股热情， 可是很短暂。

‘很小很小，我就迷爱情漫画。
多么希望有一天，白马王子会坐在我旁边，听我弹琴。
那是一件多么幸福的事！’

有哪位女生不希望找到属于自己的白马王子？
在这个现实生活里，真的会有所谓‘属于自己的白马王子？’
可是，我不再奢望了。。。

今天的我，吹了吹钢琴上的灰尘。
我对它并不感到陌生，毕竟它也陪伴了我差不多8 年了。
可是，我的手指对它依然还那么陌生。
已经4年了。。

我冷落了它已经4年了！

我的手指在黑白键之间偶尔跳动，偶尔停止。
根本弹不出动人的旋律，死板板的。
我听了都心烦。
第一次，难听死。
第二次，还好。
第三次，比较顺畅了。

像当年，老师一直给我压力，一旦弹得不好，就被骂！
我在老师和钢琴面前不知哭了多少的眼泪。。。
因为妈妈做工，我就得呆在老师的家4-5个小时。
我弹完了，就得做功课。
我根本不想呆在那里，我想回家， 我不喜欢我的老师。
回到家，不敢告诉妈妈，什么伤心的事自己知道就好，只觉得家里不须给自己压力。
自然而然，在家我不想面对钢琴。
 就这样，我一年一年这样过，我也给老师骂得麻木了，我也哭到麻木了。
直到中五那年，我终于摆脱了。。。
也这样，我不再弹钢琴了。。。

如今，
我弹不出很好的曲子，
可是，
在没有被强迫下弹钢琴反而可以纾解压力的。

my best dream ever.

i don't want to forget the details of this dream. and i want to write evrything down. like now.!
it was very ridiculous, but i seriously love this.

lecturer wants us to improve our communication skills, so he wanted us to do E and D in public!! (just the history taking part). he already asked some of the staffs in some shopping centre to get their approval if they are willing to join this session.

i was looking around, didnt know who to find.
then i got this guy named Bailey from a foreign country, a teenage. i really have no idea why the name bailey, i dont have any idol name bailey as well, hmm.. i was happy and confident in the beginning while doing my history taking, is like 2 long lost friend having a talk. very interesting. we dont sit and talk, but we walked around the shopping centre and came to a open space. he was a healthy young man who worked in the shop.. nah, the history taking is boring, couldnt recall much on that.

he said he wants to go to the washroom, yeah, i am fine. while waiting for him, i actually walked around the open space, the night was busy but the view was fantastic. i get to find a place and sit down. then i saw this young man, with his hat this time, sat quite a distance from me, with the posing. that was bailey. i give him the what-is-happening look, i haven't finished my interview session yet. he asked, ''do you dance?'' i still giving him the what-is-happening face. out of the sudden, Chris brown's 'yeah x3' was played through the loudpeaker, that was my favorite song, and that song makes me feel like want to dance!  i smiled and giggled, he pulled me out to the crowd without hesitation, then i realize it was a flash-mob.

that was so cool.. a flash-mob in front of my eyes! and he was dancing very well, i was the one dancing quite different from 'em, but i still can cope with it. i hope i don't ruin the flash-mob but i didnt think of that at that particular time. the energy i felt, is indescribable. wow! really wow!

after evrything ended, he introduced me to one of his friend, a Jamaican girl,  both of them gave me a hug, and they said,'' you dance well.'' i gave them the happiest smile and hugged 'em again. the best way to show my appreciation, cause i never feel this confidence in me before. we were giggling while walking down the streets.

a perfect ending for the dream.
oh i didnt complete my task by the way.

@1.28am

love,

 

i finally received my free sample from LipIce today.

a small strawberry lip-balm comes in a miniature form. simply cute.

a perfect thing to pop it in your handbags.

when i remove the cap, it has a mild sweet strawberry with some minty scent

with SPF 15 and cooling sensation when applied on the lips.

our lips does have any oil glands, so it tend to dry out faster than any part of our body.

apply lip balm everyday, lipbalm with SPF is suitable for day-use.

oh, never forget to apply lipbalm during night before sleep, so say bye bye to chapped lips the next morning.

last but not least! drink more WATER! but try not to drink any fluid 1 hour before bed.

visit the lipbalm website to get a miniature lipbalm!


love,